Pólo Norte

Noise in the nose

2007-08-04T02:21:00.000+01:00

Let me lick it

Let me look at you...

2007-07-09T19:01:00.001+01:00

DSCF1821
Originally uploaded by ncurado

Alone

2007-07-09T14:20:00.001+01:00

DSCF1712
Originally uploaded by ncurado

From childhood's hour I have not been
As others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring.
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow; I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone;
And all I loved, I loved alone.
Then- in my childhood, in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From every depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still:
From the torrent, or the fountain,
From the red cliff of the mountain,
From the sun that round me rolled
In its autumn tint of gold,
From the lightning in the sky
As it passed me flying by,
From the thunder and the storm,
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.

Edgar Allan Poe

Bite the bullet

2007-06-29T10:52:00.001+01:00

Recordacoes da WWII espalhadas por Berlim

Tired of waiting

2007-06-29T10:33:00.001+01:00

I'm so tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you

Who am I?

2007-05-16T14:42:00.000+01:00

Your results:
You are Spider-Man

Spider-Man		85%
Hulk		75%
Catwoman		75%
Superman		65%
Iron Man		55%
The Flash		55%
Supergirl		53%
Green Lantern		50%
Robin		48%
Wonder Woman		33%
Batman		30%

You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

La Nuit N'en Finit Plus

2007-05-10T14:54:00.000+01:00

Quand je ne dors pas
La nuit se traîne
La nuit n'en finit plus
Et j'attends que quelque chose vienne
Mais je ne sais qui je ne sais quoi
J'ai envie d'aimer, j'ai envie de vivre
Malgré le vide de tout ce temps passé
De tout ce temps gaché
Et de tout ce temps perdu
Dire qu'il y a tant d'êtres sur la terre
Qui comme moi ce soir sont solitaires
C'est triste à mourir
Quel monde insensé
Je voudrais dormir et ne plus penser
J'allume une cigarette
J'ai des idées noires en tête
Et la nuit me parait si longue, si longue, si longue

Au loin parfois j'entends d'un bruit de pas
Quelqu'un qui vient
Mais tout s'éfface et puis c'est le silence
La nuit ne finira donc pas
La lune est bleue, il y a des jardins
Des amoureux qui s'en vont main dans la main
Et moi je suis là
A pleurer sans savoir pourquoi
A tourner comme une âme en peine
Oui, seule avec moi-même
A désirer quelqu'un que j'aime
pas cette nuit, pas cette nuit
Qui ne finira donc jamais

Mais j'ai trop le cafard
Je voudrais partir au hasard
Partir au loin et dès le jour venu
La nuit, oh la nuit n'en finit plus
Oh oh oh oh, oh ! la nuit ne finit plus

A carta que nunca receberás

2007-04-07T01:11:00.000+01:00

Olá miuda!
Sim, continuo a tratar-te assim e sabes bem que não é um tratamento especial, tanto podes ser tu como qualquer outra das que têm um lugar especial no meu coração. Desta vez escrevo-te para fazer uma queixa. Não é de algo que tenhas feito ou que não tenhas feito. É de algo que eu não tenho andado a fazer. Não te tenho escrito: seja por email, blog ou mesmo a antiquada carta. Não quer dizer que tenha perdido a tua morada, o que por acaso até acho que aconteceu, apesar de que se procurar com cuidado ainda a volto a encontrar. Apesar de ter a certeza que nunca teremos um amor sincronizado sempre achei que teremos algo dessincronizado; algo se vai acender no coração de um de nós quando o outro não estiver pronto e vice-versa. Será sempre bonito e uma bela amizade mas nunca teremos a coragem de enfrentar o que o coração nos mostra e a mente disfarça. Se calhar por isso não tens recebido mais palavras adocicadas da minha parte, isso e a perda da morada. Presumo que neste momento a tua onda seja diferente da minha e de certeza que a minha já é diferente. Acho que apenas escrevo porque neste momento a Páscoa vai ser passada sozinha, ao contrário de anos anteriores onde havia pelo menos a companhia da familia. Só me resta desejar uma boa páscoa; diverte-te com os chocolates, eu sei que não é assim tão dificl para ti.

Beijos congelados,
do Polo Norte com muito carinho e de vez em quando algum amor

Maybe I will

2007-03-25T23:59:00.001+01:00

You're going through some growing pains. Taking chances with uncertain outcomes is becoming more and more attractive to you at work and play. You're tired of safe (read: boring) ruts. Good for you -- seize the day!

What is love?

2007-03-01T11:19:00.000Z

"In faith, i do not love thee with mine eyes, For they in thee a thousand errors
note; But 'tis my heart that loves what they despise."
- Shakespeare

How You Doin'?

2007-02-18T22:38:00.000Z

SEVILLE, Spain—Spanish model Celia Forner on a fashion shoot, 1988.

Last saturday he was in charge (II)

2007-02-16T22:02:00.001Z

E no dia 26 vou ve-los outra vez a Manchester :D

Last saturday he was in charge (I)

2007-02-16T22:01:00.001Z

Valentine's talk

2007-02-16T21:37:00.000Z

Searching for nearby Zunes... None found.
Searching for nearby Zunes... None found.
Searching for nearby Zunes... "Lola" found.

Sending "Hello" by Lionel Richie

Receiving "Hi There" by Killdozer

Sending "Do You Come Here Often?" by The Tornados Ridin' the Wind

Receiving "I Get Around" by The Beach Boys

Sending "Welcome To The Jungle" by Guns 'N' Roses
Sending "What Brings You Here?" by Sandra Knight

Receiving "Dateless Losers" by Reel Big Fish

Sending "Come On" by Technotronic

Receiving "Bad Experience" by Juan Rogelo Camilon

Sending "You Don't Say" by Pinhead Circus

Receiving "Long Story" by Rudy Mills

Sending "I Got Time" by Letters to Cleo

Receiving "My Ex" by The Jackys
Receiving "We Had It All" by Willie Nelson
Receiving "Money" by Pink Floyd
Receiving "Fame" by Irene Cara
Receiving "Diamonds" by Los Lonely Boys
Receiving "Minions" by Wild Strawberries
Receiving "The Six Million Dollar Sandwich" by The Dead Texan

Sending "What Happened To You?" by The Offspring

Receiving "Love Died" by The Order

Sending "Let Me Guess" by Welcome to Florida
Sending "Someone Else" by The Radio Dept.

Receiving "No" by De La Soul
Receiving "Science Fiction" by Ruffo
Receiving "Outer Space" by The Muffs
Receiving "Infatuation" by Rod Stewart
Receiving "Movies" by Alient Ant Farm
Receiving "Merchandise" by Fugazi
Receiving "Little Dolls" by Ozzy Osbourne
Receiving "Life in Outer Space" by Grand Funk Railroad
Receiving "He Didn't Care For Me" by The White Mountain Boys

Sending "Funny How Love Can Be" by Harpers Bizarre

Receiving "I Don't Know How I Got By" by Edwin McCain
Receiving "I Freaked Out Like a Big Truck" by John Davis
Receiving "Total Nutcase" by A. Graham & The Moment Band
Receiving "Burning Down the House" by Talking Heads
Receiving "I Made Love to a Martian" by Mustard Plug
Receiving "I Did It For The Toys" by Dance Hall Crashers
Receiving "Freaks in Uniforms" by The HorrorPops
Receiving "Kill Them All" by The Upsetters

Sending "That's Not Nice To Say" by 2nd Chapter of Acts

Receiving "I Don't Care" by Black Flag
Receiving "I Don't Want To Care" by Jessica Simpson
Receiving "This Much I Know" by Dwight Yoakam
Receiving "I Like You" by Morrissey
Receiving "Why Don't We Get Drunk" by Jimmy Buffett
Receiving "Let Me See Your Underwear" by Blow-up

Sending, "Hey, Wanna Throw Up? Get Me Naked" by Minus the Bear

Receiving "Strip" by Adam Ant

Sending "I Can't" by Sammie

Receiving "Tell Me Why" by Neil Young

Sending "Chewbacca's On My Underwear" by Rutherford B. Hayes is Dead

Receiving "Do You Hear What I Hear?" by Bing Crosby

Sending "What?" by Soft Cell

Receiving "The Breakup Song" by American Hi-Fi

Sending "Please Don't Go" by Double You
Sending "I Don't Want To Lose You" by REO Speedwagon

Receiving "Bozo Weirdo Wacko Creep" by David Baerwald

Playing "Alone Again (Naturally)" by Gilbert O'Sullivan

http://www.engadget.com/2007/02/14/switched-on-radar-love/

Conversas de ontem

2007-02-15T09:23:00.000Z

Searching for nearby Zunes... None found.
Searching for nearby Zunes... None found.
Searching for nearby Zunes... "Lola" found.

Sending "Hello" by Lionel Richie

Receiving "Hi There" by Killdozer

Sending "Do You Come Here Often?" by The Tornados Ridin' the Wind

Receiving "I Get Around" by The Beach Boys

Sending "Welcome To The Jungle" by Guns 'N' Roses
Sending "What Brings You Here?" by Sandra Knight

Receiving "Dateless Losers" by Reel Big Fish

Sending "Come On" by Technotronic

Receiving "Bad Experience" by Juan Rogelo Camilon

Sending "You Don't Say" by Pinhead Circus

Receiving "Long Story" by Rudy Mills

Sending "I Got Time" by Letters to Cleo

Sending "What Happened To You?" by The Offspring

Receiving "Love Died" by The Order

Sending "Let Me Guess" by Welcome to Florida
Sending "Someone Else" by The Radio Dept.

Sending "Funny How Love Can Be" by Harpers Bizarre

Sending "That's Not Nice To Say" by 2nd Chapter of Acts

Sending, "Hey, Wanna Throw Up? Get Me Naked" by Minus the Bear

Receiving "Strip" by Adam Ant

Sending "I Can't" by Sammie

Receiving "Tell Me Why" by Neil Young

Sending "Chewbacca's On My Underwear" by Rutherford B. Hayes is Dead

Receiving "Do You Hear What I Hear?" by Bing Crosby

Sending "What?" by Soft Cell

Receiving "The Breakup Song" by American Hi-Fi

Sending "Please Don't Go" by Double You
Sending "I Don't Want To Lose You" by REO Speedwagon

Receiving "Bozo Weirdo Wacko Creep" by David Baerwald

Playing "Alone Again (Naturally)" by Gilbert O'Sullivan

http://www.engadget.com/2007/02/14/switched-on-radar-love/

Can you explain why I feel the opposite?

2007-01-29T00:00:00.000Z

Time is on your side today -- finally! After a long period of feeling as though you had no control over your own calendar, you're back in charge. And now that you are, the first thing you should schedule for yourself is some alone time. You need to check out, recharge your batteries and refocus on keeping a healthy state of mind. There are a few open dates coming up -- why not fill them with a brief vacation, a spa day or a day spent cuddled up with a great book?

Hibernar

2007-01-28T23:52:00.000Z

Nao, nao e do frio! Hoje apetecia-me simplesmente hibernar. Voltaria a acordar quando achasse que a vida fosse mais simples. Talvez no verao! A vida parece sempre mais facil quando estamos de a aproveitar o calor numa bela praia.

Do you want me to lit you?

2007-01-25T17:02:00.001Z

You've got enough energy to power a city, so now the question is, what are you
going to do with it all? Why, anything you darned well please, of course! A
million things catch (and keep) your fancy these days.

Snow falling

2007-01-24T22:20:00.001Z

DSCF1341
Originally uploaded by ncurado.

will you roll in the snow with me?

Say what?

2007-01-23T19:20:00.001Z

The stars are calling in some cosmic markers you gave them a while ago. They're not charging interest, but they are saying that it's time to pay up. Remember those resolutions you made to clean up your act and help others?

Crystal clear

2007-01-14T18:01:00.001Z

You only need to know a few things to bring about the highest and best in this life. One of them is to be honest and be kind. A simple answer may not always have simple applications, but you'll see how the principles work.

Creativity

2007-01-05T14:09:00.000Z

Limits are an artist's best friend.
~~~~~~~~~~
Frank Lloyd Wright

Did I knew you before?

2007-01-03T05:29:00.000Z

You keep forgetting something

2007-01-03T05:26:00.000Z

Ideias

2007-01-02T17:25:00.000Z

Estava no outro dia a ler este blog, mais exactamente uns artigos sobre como a fome nos faz mais abertos ao conhecimento e outro sobre quais são as condições que nos fazem ser creativos ou que nos limitam. Comecei a pensar no que é que me faz ser creativo e cheguei a umas conclusões semelhantes:

Sou criativo sobre pressão. Nada como ter de resolver um assunto em cima da hora quando já quase não há tempo. Já me aconteceu estar a preparar-me para ir para casa e ter de resolver um assunto qualquer em cima da hora, até agora quase nunca falhou.
A teimosia por vezes bloqueia-me a creatividade. Seja por estar com uma primeira ideia na cabeça ou por simplesmente estar convencido que há qualquer coisa de errado na ideia que me estão a apresentar.
Muitas vezes as ideias morrem sem lhes dar seguimento. Por falta de tempo, organização ou simplesmente por preguiça. As ideias surgem e vão embora porque a aponto para mais tarde lidar com ela.

What is...

2007-01-02T16:07:00.000Z

Discovery consists of looking at the same thing as everyone else and thinking something different.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Albert Szent-Gyorgyi

Do I need an ulcer?

2006-12-27T05:34:00.001Z

Sit back and enjoy the ride instead of looking for the next pothole. Eternal vigilance isn't the price of freedom -- sometimes it's the cause of an ulcer. Ever hear the phrase 'self-fulfilling prophecy'? Live a little.

A reserva

2006-12-21T13:53:00.000Z

O que ela me diz

2006-12-21T12:22:00.000Z

Só pode ser amor

2006-12-21T12:20:00.000Z

É só mudar....

2006-12-16T02:15:00.000Z

Reevaluating your goals is a great idea. If you put your life under the microscope, you may not necessarily like everything you see, but the good news is that you have the power to change anything you're not crazy about.

Mais certo é impossivel. Agora a questão para o milhão: Aonde é que eu vou buscar energias para isso?

Dreaming awake

2006-12-08T11:27:00.000Z

The only limit is your imagination, so dream as big as you can. Put aside any and all self-criticism and let your mind roam. The one word that's completely not allowed right now? Impossible.

You know who you are:

2006-11-22T14:09:00.000Z

Worried that your goal isn't within your immediate sight? Never fear! Nothing can stop you now. If you meet with an obstacle, you'll simply find a way to climb right over it. Just keep moving.

Make a point to remember:

2006-11-17T18:34:00.000Z

Never feel safe with the women you love, for a woman's nature conceals more dangers than you think. Women are neither as good as their admireres and defenders would have have it nor as bad as their enemies make them out to be. A women's character is her lack of character. The best woman sinks momentarily into filth, the worst woman rises unexpectedly to great good deeds, putting her despiters to shame. No woman is so good or so evil as not to be capable at any moment of both the most diabolical and most devine, both th foulest and the purest thoughts, feelings, actions. Despite all progress of civilization, women have remained exactly as they emerged from the hand of Nature. A woman has the character of a savage, who acts loyal or disloyal, generous or gruesome, depending on whatever impulse happens to rule her at the moment. In all times, only deep and earnest formation has created the moral character. Thus, a man, no matter how selfish, how malevolent he may be, always follows principles, while a woman always follows impulses.

Never forget and never feel safe with the woman you love

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Leopold

Where?

2006-11-10T03:33:00.000Z

Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"/ Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."
- Charles M. Schulz

2006-10-24T14:17:00.000+01:00

Sabendo que o passado e passado ha momentos que nao me importava de experimentar outra vez. Pessoas e situacoes que, espero eu, voltariam a ter um sabor especial mesmo que nao fosse o mesmo. Faz sentido?

Como e que sabiam que eu ia viajar?

2006-09-24T23:33:00.000+01:00

Quickie: Today, like many days, you should focus on the journey -- not just the destination.

Someone Must Get Hurt

2006-09-16T17:56:00.000+01:00

Please don't touch me, I've come to far to let you bring me down
He's thinks that I'm easy but try as you might you can't have me now
These tedious dances we run through but I've memorized them now
I quietly melt down and consent to you if only just to bawl

As I stare through you and I stand quite still
And a alarm sounds just up the road
I can tell you'd like some company but I can't fix you and you don't want me

I call for the witness, present the facts right down to the little things
They say the heart is resilient, in black and white you swore there'd be no strings
I sneak out the back door, but the gavel strikes
And I can hear you cry, under the sound of my footsteps
This time they will be no long goodbye

As I stare through you and I stand quite still
And a alarm sounds just up the road
I can tell you'd like some sympathy but I can't fix you and you don't want me

How can I trust you? How could you need me now?
Its getting to be so cold, old
The decision is in that I won't break
You cut and you run with our lives at stake
Well, someone might get hurt and it won't be me
The decision is in there will be no fight
It might sound cold but I know its right
'Cause someone must get hurt and it won't be me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
she wants revenge

Tyrone street

2006-09-15T20:45:00.000+01:00

Walk with me to...

Quioto

2006-09-12T11:03:00.000+01:00

O Governo quer atingir as metas de Quioto e concordo com isso. Mas mais uma vez vamos pelo caminho errado, pelo menos se apenas ligarmos a uma noticia hoje dada pelo Publico: "Governo português defende penalização do transporte individual". Porque que e que nao pode ser "Governo decide investir mais nos transportes publicos e ao mesmo tempo penalizar o transporte individual"?

Big truth

2006-09-07T10:28:00.000+01:00

You know the connection is there, so why isn't it happening? Sometimes it's just not meant to be. Think of it as the universe's way of providing protection. If it's not meant to happen, you can't make it so.

A espera

2006-08-09T15:32:00.000+01:00

Fala-me da magia do teu toque. Porque esperas ainda num lugar exotico? Minha doce princesa, infelizmente nao esperas por mim. Esperas por ti propria, esperas que a tua inercia ultrapasse os teus medos. Preferes esperar a procurar e fazes isso longe, num lugar exotico. Princesa, tinhas tudo para o ser menos uma coisa. Nao tinhas a paciencia nem eu a arte. Momentos eroticos sem ser num lugar exotico... Tambem sonhas?

Sentido

2006-07-24T00:12:00.000+01:00

Já não faz sentido falar com o mundo. Volto quando o descobrir.

E mesmo assim?

2006-06-28T09:46:00.000+01:00

Desinteressante, superficial, chato?

Love

2006-06-07T10:01:00.000+01:00

Love don’t make things nice, it ruins everything! It breaks your heart, it makes things a mess. We’re not here to make things perfect. Snowflakes are perfect, stars are perfect. Not us! Not us! We are here to ruin ourselves and— and to break our hearts and love the wrong people and— and die! I mean, the storybooks are bullshit!

~~~~~~~~~~~~
A personagem Ronny Cammareri no filme Moonstruck

Quote

2006-06-05T13:46:00.000+01:00

You will find me drinking ginIn the lowest kind of inn,Because I am a rigid Vegetarian.

-- G.K. Chesterton

Choke - Chuck Palahniuk (excerpto I)

2006-05-29T19:03:00.000+01:00

In the women's room, Nico pulls me down onto the cold tile and squats over my hips, digging me out of my pants. With her other hand, Nico cups the back of my neck and pulls my face, my open mouth, into hers. Her tongue wrestling against my tongue, she's wetting the head of my dog with the pad of her thumb. She's pushing my jeans down off my hips. She lifts the hem of her dress in a curtsey with her eyes closed and her head tilted a little back. She settles her pubes hard against my pubes and says something against the side of my neck.
...
Up and then down. Riding her guts tight around the length of me. Pistoning up and then slamming down. Pushing off against my thighs, the muscles in her arms get bigger and bigger. My thighs under each of her hands go numb and white.
...
The story is that sex addicts become dependent on a body chemistry created by constant sex. Orgasms flood the body with endorphins that kill pain and tranquilize you. Sex addicts are really addicted to the endorphins, not the sex. Sex addicts have lower natural levels of monoamine oxidase. Sex addicts really crave the peptide phenylethylamine that might be triggered by danger, by infatuation, by risk and fear.
For a sex addict, your tits, your dick, your clit or tongue or asshole is a shot of heroin, always there, always ready to use. Nico and I love each other as much as any junkie loves his fix.
...
The problem with sex is the same as with any addiction. You're always recovering. You're always backsliding. Acting out. Until you find something to fight for, you settle for something to fight against. All these people who say they want a life free from sexual compulsion, I mean forget it. I mean, what could ever be better than sex?
For sure, even the worst blow job is better than, say, sniffing the best rose . . . watching the greatest sunset. Hearing children laugh.
I think that I shall never see a poem as lovely as a hot-gushing, butt-cramping, gut-hosing orgasm.
Painting a picture, composing an opera, that's just something you do until you find the next willing piece of ass.
The minute something better than sex comes along, you call me. Have me paged.
...
In the women's room, inside Nico, I cross my arms behind my head.
For the next I don't know how long, I've got no problems in the world. No mother. No medical bills. No shitty museum job. No jerk-off best friend. Nothing.
I feel nothing.
To make it last, to keep from triggering, I tell Nice's flowered backside how beautiful she is, how sweet she is and how much I need her. Her skin and hair. To make it last. Because this is the only time I can say it. Because the moment this is over, we'll hate each other. The moment we find ourselves cold and sweating on the bathroom floor, the moment after we both come, we won't want to even look at each other.
The only person we'll hate more than each other is ourselves.
These are the only few minutes I can be human.
Just for these minutes, I don't feel lonely.

And now?

2006-05-29T13:49:00.000+01:00

Shyness can be charming, but a new person in your life needs a little more encouragement if you want them to stick around -- and you definitely want them to stick around. Speak up. Make eye contact.

Então a minha letra diz isto?

2006-05-29T11:42:00.000+01:00

A inclinação de sua letra mostra que você é uma pessoa que demonstra um certo grau de instabilidade emocional no convívio social e parece ser bastante indecisa. A ligação de sua letra revela raciocínio lógico, dinamismo, método e uma tendência à rotinas. A direção de sua letra indica optimismo, criatividade e impulsividade na realização das tarefas quotidianas. A pressão de sua escrita sinaliza um gasto pequeno de energia nas suas tarefas diárias. uma economia de energia nas suas tarefas diárias. Diz também de seu bom gosto, sensibilidade, e de sua facilidade em sucumbir ao cansaço físico e mental. As áreas valorizadas na sua escrita destacam vigor físico e sexual que se reflectem na grande habilidade de expressão corporal. A forma de sua letra demonstra conservadorismo, formalidade e uma certa frieza em seus relacionamentos sociais. Tende a esconder sentimentos.
Se quiseres saber o que a tua letra diz acerca de ti segue o link.

Infelizmente já foi

2006-05-29T03:04:00.000+01:00

É por uma boa causa. Quem quer participar para o ano?

Tired of waiting for you

2006-05-21T00:02:00.000+01:00

Im so tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you

Im so tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you

I was a lonely soul
I had nobody till I met you
But you keep-a me waiting
All of the time
What can I do?

Its your life
And you can do what you want
Do what you like
But please dont keep-a me waiting
Please dont keep-a me waiting

cause Im so tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you

So tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you

I was a lonely soul
I had nobody till I met you
But you keep-a me waiting
All of the time
What can I do?

Its your life
And you can do what you want
Do what you like
But please dont keep-a me waiting
Please dont keep-a me waiting

cause Im so tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you

So tired
Tired of waiting
Tired of waiting for you
For you
For you

I wish

2006-05-12T00:53:00.000+01:00

I wish upon a star that some people would not look so afar,
I wish upon a star that I could still feel you near,
I wish upon a star that I could drink without thinking about you
I wish I could enjoy the whole full new life

I'm in the mood for love

2006-05-11T01:00:00.000+01:00

I'm in the mood for love simply because you're near me
Funny but when you're near me, I'm in the mood for love.
Heaven is in your eyes, bright as the stars we're under,
Or is it any wonder, I'm in the mood for love.
Why stop to think of whether this little dream might fade,
We put our hearts together - now we are one, I'm not afraid.
If there's a cloud above, if it should rain, we'll let it.
But for tonight forget it, I'm in the mood for love.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

or not

music please

2006-05-08T22:51:00.000+01:00

Por vezes parece que a minha vida e um grande musical. Tenho montes de recordacoes associadas a musicas. Quando estou sozinho, quando quero recordar, por vezes so por ouvir... basta uns acordes e de repente comeco a ver caras, corpos, accoes. Historias do passado antigo ou recente. Mesmo com as marcas que algumas deixaram nao me importava de as repetir. E acho que e isso que faco cada vez que sinto estas vibracoes a penetrarem-me no cerbero

Antony & The Johnsons - You're my sister

2006-05-08T22:47:00.000+01:00

Mudei de opiniao. Passei a gostar deste gajo. Mas so desta musica.

You are my sister, we were born
So innocent, so full of need
There were times we were friends but times I was so cruel
Each night I'd ask for you to watch me as I sleep
I was so afraid of the night
You seemed to move through the places that I feared
You lived inside my world so softly
Protected only by the kindness of your nature
You are my sister
And I love you
May all of your dreams come true
We felt so differently then
So similar over the years
The way we laugh the way we experience pain
So many memories
But there's nothing left to gain from remembering
Faces and worlds that no one else will ever know
You are my sister
And I love you
May all of your dreams come true
I want this for you
They're gonna come true (gonna come true)

O emigra

2006-05-07T18:02:00.000+01:00

O emigrante já está no ar.

I'm Leaving On A Jet Plane Lyrics

2006-05-07T01:32:00.000+01:00

All my bags are packed
Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
but I tell you baby, they dont mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
And close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave you alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Duvida

2006-05-06T21:28:00.000+01:00

Porque é que a maior parte de nós não consegue dizer o que realmente sentimos por elas? Amizades deixam-se cair no esquecimento por coisas destas. Quando são paixões conseguimos dizer, apesar de sabermos que as coisas poderão não correr como queremos. Mas com amizades supostamente devia ser diferente. Não há riscos. Será simplesmente por negligencia?

Regresso

2006-05-06T12:11:00.000+01:00

Não tem havido novidades porque o acesso à internet tem sido muito limitado. Apenas no trabalho e lá não dá para andar a escrever no blog. Hoje consegui ligar-me a uma rede de um vizinho! Se isto aguentar durante todo o fim de semana espero conseguir colocar aqui umas quantas novidades.

Overview:

2006-04-28T03:50:00.000+01:00

You did the right thing -- really. While it never hurts to listen to what other people have to say, don't let their fears and anxieties pressure you into reneging on a decision that you know was correct.

Mazzy Star - Fade into You

2006-04-25T14:49:00.000+01:00

I want to hold the hand inside you
I want to take a breath that’s true
I look to you and I see nothing
I look to you to see the truth
You live your life
You go in shadows
You’ll come apart and you’ll go black
Some kind of night into your darkness
Colors your eyes with what’s not there.

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew

A stranger’s light comes on slowly
A stranger’s heart without a home
You put your hands into your head
And then smiles cover your heart

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew

Fade into you
Strange you never knew
Fade into you
I think it’s strange you never knew
I think it’s strange you never knew

Proverbios enigmáticos - XX

2006-04-25T14:40:00.000+01:00

Vinte galinhas e um galo comem tanto como um cavalo.

Proverbios enigmáticos - XIX

2006-04-24T00:56:00.000+01:00

De amigo que não ralha e de faca que não talha, não me dês migalha.

Proverbios enigmáticos - XVIII

2006-04-24T00:53:00.000+01:00

As pulgas vêm com as favas e vão com as uvas.

Proverbios enigmáticos - XVII

2006-04-21T11:04:00.000+01:00

Uvas, pão e queijo, sabem a beijo.

The Arcade Fire - Rebellion (Lies)

2006-04-20T22:47:00.000+01:00

Sleeping is giving in, no matter what the time is. sleeping is giving
in, so lift those heavy eyelids.
people say that you'll die faster than without water. but we know it's
just a lie, scare your son and scare your daughter.
people say that your dreams are the only things that save ya.
come on baby in our dreams, we can live our misbehaviour.
everytime you close your eyes lies, lies!
people try and hide the night underneath the covers.
people try and hide the light underneath the covers.
come on hide your lovers underneath the covers.
come on hide your lovers underneath the covers.
hidin' from your brothers underneath the covers, come on hide your
lovers underneath the covers.
people say that you'll die faster than without water, but we know it's
just a lie, scare your son, scare your daughter
now here's the sun, it's alright! now here's the moon, it's alright!
now here's the sun, it's alright! now here's the moon, it's alright!
but everytime you close your eyes, lies!

Nove meses

2006-04-20T22:09:00.001+01:00

O tempo de uma vida. Foi esta a duração desta estadia pela capital. Nove meses com novas experiencias. Nove meses. Saio daqui com a sensação que vou nascer para uma nova vida, mas sem esquecer a antiga. Nove meses

LCD Soundsystem - Tribulations

2006-04-17T13:42:00.000+01:00

Everybody makes mistakes
but i feel alright when i come undone
you are not making me wait
but it seems alright as long as something's happening
i try to make you late
but you fighting me off like a fire does
you try making me wait
but it feels alright as long as something's happening

get your payments from the nation
for your trials and tribulations

you try to make me wait
you come around when it's come undone
everybody makes you late
and it's never you because you're always thinking
i try making you wait
and give you me some like you give it good
everybody makes mistakes
but it seems it's mine that always keep on stinging

get your payments from the nation
for your trials and tribulations

you try making me wait
but you come undone when you come undone
everybody makes mistakes
but it's always mine that seem to keep on sticking

get your payments from the nation
for your trials and tribulations

Redenção

2006-04-11T11:57:00.000+01:00

O que é que te aconteceu nos ultimos meses? Até podias andar calado quando havia demasiada gente à volta, mas sempre foste divertido. Porque é que socialmente te deixaste abater? És mais forte que isso! Resiste, volta a mostar mais o sorriso que tanta gente já te elogiou. Não quero que voltes ao mesmo. Já reparaste que és tu próprio que te afundas? Pensas demasiado. Não! Nem é isso. Pensa demasiado nas coisas erradas e pouco nas coisas certas. Hoje é outro dia. Volta ao normal porque qualquer dia já ninguem te atura certas conversas.

Musicalmente falando

2006-04-11T09:56:00.000+01:00

Neste dia, em 1974, o 1º lugar do top inglês era ocupado pelo Terry Jacks com “Seasons in the Sun”. Nos USA era o Elton John que dominava com “Bennie and the Jets”. E em Portugal?

E é tão simples...

2006-04-10T14:13:00.000+01:00

Aquele que age pode complicar a obtenção do que pretende.Aquele que agarra as coisas, perde-as.Quem é sábio não faz nada de errado porque não age.Não se prende a nada e, por isso, nunca perde nada.

Tao Te Ching

Eu!

2006-04-04T14:02:00.000+01:00

Nunca esquecer! Somos o que somos, controlamos o que controlamos. Aqui não há espaço para a divina intervenção e ficar à espera dela é morrer na praia. Não é acontecer o que tem de acontecer mas fazer por acontecer. Na pior das hipoteses há apenas uma pessoa a puxar pelo caminho que quer. Se não consegue é porque houve resistência ou falha, de uma ou várias pessoas.

If I could

2006-03-30T15:01:00.000+01:00

Baby I’m crazy about your breasts without forgetting all the rest, baby you raise my temperature to hell, then you left me cold, out of control. If I could kiss you now, I would kiss you again and again. Then I would not know where I would begin and where you would end. Everything seems perfect until I have you in my mind. If I could...

One way or another

2006-03-30T10:00:00.000+01:00

One way or another I’m gonna loose you. One way or another I’m gonna see you go. One way or another I’ll have to let you go. This way or another I’ve already set you loose.

Decidido

2006-03-29T10:27:00.000+01:00

Está decidido! Ontem de manhã recusei a proposta da empresa irlandesa e pensei que tudo estaria resolvido. Expliquei-lhes que apesar da proposta de trabalho ser boa, financeiramente não me compensava ir. Ficava com o mesmo nível de vida, mas com um clima pior e num país estrangeiro. Mas não desistiram. Durante a tarde recebi outro telefonema deles com uma nova proposta financeira que já me convenceu a ir. Hoje de manhã já lhes telefonei a dizer que ia aceitar a proposta deles. Agora é só esperar o contrato para assinar e dia 2 de Maio lá estarei para começar. Parece-me que o blog vai ficar muito mais activo a partir dessa data.

Amanhã ou Nunca!

2006-03-27T17:20:00.000+01:00

E está feito. Já informei a minha empresa actual que tenho nas mãos uma proposta para ir para o estrangeiro. Deste ponto de partida posso estar em muitas posições diferentes em Maio. Posso estar em Belfast a trabalhar para a AMT-Sybex, posso estar a receber e com uma posição diferente na empresa onde estou, posso estar a trabalhar para outra empresa de Lisboa que também me quer contratar ou posso estar desempregado e à procura de outra coisa qualquer. Desta vez não é “que venha o diabo e escolha”. Definitivamente não quero a ultima opção. Mas das outras ainda não sei qual é que realmente quero. Amanhã é o dia da resposta final.

Belfast II

2006-03-23T21:08:00.000Z

Cheira-me que poderá haver uma casa à disposição do pessoal lá para Maio...

Belfast I

2006-03-23T16:16:00.000Z

Belfast faz-me lembrar Coimbra mas com mais frio e mais cabeças louras e ruivas. É uma cidade pequena mas com dois aerportos e muita industria. Ao que parece cheguei nos melhores dias até agora do ano. Têm estado sol embora o frio continue a apertar. Hoje já andei a passear de fato e a ter a primeira entrevista. Amanhã é dia de ir até Londonderry para mais duas. Como nem tudo são rosas a entrevista que mais me interessava foi cancelada. Descobri isso quando andava a passear no aeroporto de Gatwick à procura do avião que iria trazer até aqui.

É agora?

2006-03-21T21:30:00.000Z

Mala cheia de roupa para o frio, bilhetes na mão e ai vou eu. Com sorte vou poder dar novidades de aeroporto em aeroporto. Finalmente chegou o dia em que vou ver se realmente este é o meu sonho ou se estava errado. Nada de extraordinário. Uns dias a falar inglês com sotaque irlandes e pode ser que fique por lá. Frio, chuva mas umas terras verdejantes e a melhor cerveja do mundo. Grandes empresas. Organização, metodos novos. Acima de tudo um teste às minhas capacidades. Será que estou à altura? Penso que sim. Será que fico lá? Para já não interessa. O que interessa é que consigo ir lá testar-me.

Indiferença

2006-03-14T12:31:00.000Z

Estava eu no outro dia a dizer a uma amiga que ultimamente ando indiferente a tudo. Excepto quando ELA (aquela, não a amiga) está presente ou eu sei que vai aparecer. Ai desperto para a vida e ganho novo folego. Sorrio, rio, falo, faço os outros rirem-se. Essa amiga disse que era uma coisa linda de dizer. Eu também acharia assim se fosse uma coisa correspondida. Não o sendo é apenas uma coisa triste.

Musica e filmes

2006-03-14T12:07:00.000Z

Ontem vi uma noticia em que se associava a quebra de quase 49% nas vendas de música em Portugal à pirataria. Depois uma pessoa ligada à justiça falava de ligações entre os piratas e a criminalidade organizada e mesmo redes terroristas. Quem a ouvisse até ficaria a pensar que quem faz downloads ilegais na internet anda a contribuir para a Al-Qaeda... O que eu acho que realmente acontece é que as pessoas estão a apertar os cordões no que não é essencial. Instaurou-se um clima de crise no pais e enquanto ele não desaparecer as pessoas preferem gastar os seus tostões no essencial e não no assessório. Claro que a dessiminação da internet e facilidade (para quem sabe) em arranjar as ultimas músicas e ultimos filmes não ajudam. E agora chega o outro ponto. Estamos em 2006. Eu lembro de em 2001 conseguir ir ao cinema e comprar CDs por metade do preço do que compro agora. Sinto que tenho mais poder de compra? Não! Acho perfeitamente natural que agora gaste metade do que gastava antes nestas coisas. O dinheiro não estica e afinal estamos em crise, não é?

Novo motor

2006-03-11T17:22:00.000Z

5000 suspiros por hora.

How weird is this

2006-03-10T13:59:00.000Z

Everything feels good for you, even the weird interactions with exes who seem to be popping up lately. In fact, if you run into the right ex at the right time, you might start something new together. – Isto é estranho. Porque na verdade até tenho interagido com algumas delas. Inclusive uma com quem já não falava há quase um ano. Mas não vai haver nada de novo em lado nenhum!

Passando o tempo

2006-03-09T19:55:00.000Z

Meia caixa de chocolate já e uma garrafa de vinho planeada depois do jantar.

Dar tempo ao tempo

2006-03-09T12:13:00.000Z

No meu ponto de vista dar um tempo é igual a uma reforma antecipada. É uma retirada estratégica numa tentativa de não magoar demasiado o outro. Sabemos que o tempo tudo cura (ou não) e é mais fácil dizer que já não se vai a lado nenhum e é melhor dar um tempo. O resultado é o mesmo. Há sempre um lado que não sai magoado e um lado que sabe que acabou por ser simplesmente abandonado. Não por alguém mas por um conceito: dar um tempo. Depois surge sempre a dúvida: gentleman e encaro isto com uma superioridade inquestionável? Choramingas e passo o tempo a fazer-me de vitima? Casmurro e simplesmente afirmo que não desisto e tento fazer algo? Não é fácil.

Londres anyone?

2006-03-08T20:42:00.000Z

Domingo, 26 de Março na mitica Brixton Academy.....

Tony Carreira

há excursões organizadas, quem quer ir?

E a ovelha?

2006-03-08T13:59:00.000Z

Um bombeiro do Arizona foi preso na terça-feira na região de Phoenix (EUA) por ter sido surpreendido a ter relações sexuais com uma ovelha.

LeRoy Johnson, de 52 anos, namorava uma ovelha num rancho de Mesa, quando o proprietário do animal o apanhou literalmente de calças na mão.

Alertado pela filha de que estava um homem a roubar os animais, Alan Goats deu de caras com o subchefe dos bombeiros no seu celeiro.

Jonhson veio a ser preso mais tarde por invasão de propriedade e violação da ordem pública.

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in diário digital

Flowers in December

2006-03-07T10:50:00.000Z

Before I let you down again
I just want to see you in your eyes
I would have taken everything out on you
I only thought you could understand

They say everyman goes blind in his heart
And they say everybody steals somebody’s heart away
And I got nothing more to say about it
Nothing more than you would me

Send me your flowers, of your december
Send me your dreams, of your candy wine
I got just one thing I can’t give you
Just one more thing of mine

They say everyman goes blind in his heart
They say everybody steals somebody’s heart away
And I’ve been wondering why you let me down
And I been taking it all for granted

~~

Mazzy Star

.ie

2006-03-07T09:44:00.000Z

Tuesday is The day! Hoje a partir da uma durante 45m vai ser só falar inglês.

Desire

2006-03-06T21:14:00.000Z

Let me show you my desire all over your naked body. Twisting and turning like no other, stoping time like we did before. Let me drink you fears and tranform them. Twisting and turning into beatifull things. Let me ocupy your time with rainbow thoughts. Twisting and turning under my sheets.

Proverbios enigmáticos - XVI

2006-03-05T15:02:00.000Z

O que uma amora tinge, outra verde destinge.

E resposta?

2006-03-04T19:11:00.000Z

Há momentos estranhos. O que é que respondes quando alguem te diz: "Se eu pudesse escolher teria sido por ti que me teria apaixonado"?

Conselhos

2006-03-03T14:21:00.000Z

Pushing for an answer will get you one -- but not necessarily the one you were hoping for. It's a good time to practice patience and let things gestate on their own for a while. Your job now is to let things lie.
Há muito tempo que não recebia um conselho que achasse tão adequado à situação actual.

Mais uma

2006-03-03T14:01:00.000Z

Soube hoje que estou na shorlist para um emprego em Dublin. Há que treinar o inglês mais umas horas e esperar pela entrevista telefónica.

Aviso

2006-03-02T13:14:00.000Z

O periodo de meditação está a acabar.

Dance

2006-02-22T12:24:00.000Z

Baby baby is there no chance
I can take you for the last dance
All night long yeah I've been waiting
Now there'll be no hesitating

I just hope and pray that I'll find a way to say
Can I dance with you

Timing

2006-02-22T00:49:00.000Z

Timing. É tudo uma questão de timing. Mudanças positivas estão para chegar. Pelo menos é o que vento me diz. E para quando?

...

2006-02-21T13:21:00.000Z

PLAY

PAUSE
REWIND

ERROR

Time out

2006-02-19T16:09:00.000Z

Como diz o poeta moderno: "You can't always get what you want". É muito fácil perdermos o rumo durante algum tempo e acabar por fazermos os erros que já sabiamos que não podiamos cometer. Agora descansa-se, pensa-se (ou não) sobre o assunto e depois se decide o que fazer. Voltar à luta porque queremos com muita força ou deixamos passar porque queremos tanto que não podemos deixar de dar toda a liberdade. Felizmente ou infelizmente a minha presença é tão esporádica como tudo o que se passou. Ficam as memórias, a vontade de continuar e a vida. Fica um "até já", "até logo" ou "até nunca". Logo decidiremos.

Inspiração do dia

2006-02-08T14:31:00.000Z

Não há passos divergentes para quem se quer encontrar

~~~~~~
"eternamente tu"
Jorge Palma